GROWING UP

 I was sitting one day and thinking, thoughts were rushing in my mind. What triggered these thoughts no idea about that! Your future and the present is an exact reflection of your past, more precisely your growing up. The way you talk, dress, eat, food choices, life choices and most importantly the way you think. Today, no matter where you are in the world and what you do for living in what circumstances you are. I feel that everything connected in someway in your life. Once upon a time for few years of my life,  I was strongly believing that the education, professional growth and advancement, intellectual level open different doors the way you think and make you different person. Those open doors helps you to move on daily basis. By saying that, all your actions in the present you are taking are conscious efforts, but also have shadow or mirror of your growing up constructed memories. Growing up is the unconscious efforts in your actions and really based on what situations you encountered. In my opinion, it is not intense. From the age you started gathering all your thoughts in your mind and converted in memories. Those memories are so strong and constructed in your mind happy or sad, beautiful or ugly, frightening or fearless. To me everything is connected in life. The people comes in your life, feeling you go through, and emotions you feel. The strong connection behind each and every incident in your life,  has reason. When you find out the reason makes you most of the time happy, but also highly possible that can make you unhappy and devastated. Well, at that point you don't have any choice but move on. But as adults we have to remember with no choice that, LIFE GOES ON! wow!